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Kind of Late to Bring it Back...

Wed Dec 19, 2007, 8:35 AM
Quagmire. A word eternally marred by recent association with a nymphomaniacal send-up of the bachelor neighbor on an American sitcom enjoyed (or at least tolerated) by some sixty or so million people worldwide. Using it to describe the situation of the past two to two and a half years only deflates the value of the word all the more.
But it's been muck. Quagmire. Morass. At least, it has been. Along with fear, to step up to the pillory and have the righteous tomato volleyed at my blank, pockmarked face.
Hmm. Roughly around midsummer 2005; I think my fleeting sanity finally broke for good. There are megabytes of crap on the old computer related to this that I fear to dredge up. It wasn't a good time to be sentient.
My mother finally divorced my good-for-nothing father though, late last year. Everything's been up in the air about the house and trying to pull our legs free of the groundworms of debt, but somehow we're getting by right now (if only because it takes some time to sink. Just look at the Titanic.)
If you want, you can lay into me. I don't mind; it's really a matter of extaordinary impudence that I can work up the audacity to write back here again after such a long, unaccountable absence.
I'm really sorry everyone. It's...it's just that I'm very plainly an asshole and I don't handle situations very well and my life has been one dramatic upheaval after the next, followed by periods of calm that are oppresively ominous and, though this is a calm right now, and I have internet access for the first time in well over a year (computer crash. Couldn't afford a new drive, etc., for a while.)
I'm just a jerk. Please don't think I'm being sarcastic. I've been surrounded by a whole bloody state of jerks since my birth and have upbringing by an unhinged, inattentive and childlike mother and a bloody murderous asshole to only compound it.
I don't want to expose anyone to my hellfire degree of emo, so I'll leave it at that for now and wish you a good holiday season.
Thank you for caring despite my obnoxious, horrid level of asshattery. I DON'T deserve it.

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  • Listening to: My chattering teeth
  • Watching: the screen in trepidation
  • Drinking: I wish

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  • Current Residence: The backfin of a salmon of millenarian knowledge that currently hankers for the immortal Tom Jones.
  • Interests: Smurfs, Power Rangers, The Moody Blues--kidding, kidding.
  • Favourite movie: The one from India with the homicidal wedding crasher. It's called Abhay and it's sinfully demented.
  • Favourite band or musician: The Hendrix. Because.
  • Favourite genre of music: Russian Classical. (Sergei Rachmananov mostly.)
  • Favourite artist: An artistic chimp.
  • Favourite poet or writer: Franz Kafka...for the moment.
  • Favourite photographer: Mike Yamashita
  • Favourite style of art: whimsical
  • Operating System: cherry coke and the paint craptastic
  • MP3 player of choice: there are dozens of those in the world and only one of me. MP3's have an unfair advantage.
  • Shell of choice: a hermit crab's
  • Wallpaper of choice: Paneled echinoderm.
  • Skin of choice: Dental scales.
  • Favourite game: A toss up between FF7 and D&D
  • Favourite gaming platform: my porch
  • Favourite cartoon character: The Cheetos snack cheetah. (Or maybe the Hachi thing from accursed Inuyasha)
  • Personal Quote: Are you or are you not telling me that your god has the mind of a child?
  • Tools of the Trade: pens, pencils, a healthy dose of insomnia, streaks of pure madness, green tea in a can

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~Pincushion-Jester Sep 4, 2008, 2:11:49 AM
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~Pincushion-Jester Apr 3, 2008, 12:00:21 PM
It's good having you back. :)

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~Rotzi Mar 22, 2008, 10:22:10 AM
Thank ya for the faves!

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~Pincushion-Jester Jul 13, 2007, 3:14:11 AM
I am aware of the fact that you haven't logged in for almost two years now, but I thought about you yesterday.

I miss our conversations.

I hope that maybe you'll see this, one day.

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~loveisnotlost May 16, 2006, 6:55:02 AM
PLEASE READ THIS WHOLE POST. IT'S SO DANG TRUE* 1. At least 2 people in this world love you so much they would die for you. 2. At least 15 people in this world love you in some way. 3. The only reason anyone would ever hate you is because they want to be just like you. 4. A smile from you can bring happiness to anyone, even if they don't like you. 5. Every night, SOMEONE thinks about you before they go to sleep. 6. You mean the world to someone. 7. If not for you, someone may not be living. 8. You are special and unique. 9. Someone that you don't even know exists loves you. 10. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it. 11. When you think the world has turned its back on you, take a look: you most likely turned your back on the world. 12. When you think you have no chance of getting what you want, you probably won't get it, but if you believe in yourself, probably, sooner or later, you will get it. 13. Always remember the compliments you received. Forget about the rude remarks. 14. Always tell someone how you feel about them; you will feel much better when they know. 15. If you have a great friend, take the time to let them know that they are great. Add this as a comment to ten of your friends tonight and at midnight your true love will find you. Something good will happen to you at 2:25 tomorrow. Get ready for the biggest shock of your life. Whoever breaks this chain letter will be cursed with 10 relationship problems for the next ten years tag ur it!! this is so scary!!! send this to 15 ppl in the next 143 min. and then press F6 and your crushes name will appear in big letters!! it is so scary because it works

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~Pincushion-Jester Dec 9, 2005, 12:00:03 PM
22 weeks? I do so wish that you would make some form of contact...

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'Oh,' cried Lizzie, 'Laura, Laura.
You should not peep at goblin men.'-Goblin Market by Christina Rosseti
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